The other morning LuLu and I rode fifteen miles. It
wasn’t pretty, but we did it. (The Cowgirl hasn’t forgiven me yet.) On the ride
my thoughts went everywhere. I couldn’t seem to focus on any one thing until I
decided to pray. I do that a lot on LuLu. So, I started going down my list of
people to lay at the Savior’s feet when all of a sudden, I felt a great need to
pray for myself. I don’t do that easily, pray for myself that is, especially
when I need to confess something.
I have a glass Christmas angel that I leave sitting out
in my house all year round. It's a
charming little thing, given to me by a child I used to teach. At first glance
the angel is the image of perfection—halo hovering and hands folded in prayer. But if you look closely you'd notice a
fine line of Elmer's glue holding one wing in place. Ah, an angel with a flaw.
My angel and I have a lot in common, so riding on LuLu
the other morning, I found myself admitting to the Father to a few broken parts
myself. It wasn't easy. I like to
think that I am someone who has it all together, someone who can handle most
anything that comes her way. And, to be honest, I have for the most part. So much so, I find people coming to me
with their problems, actually thinking I can help. That humbles me.
I'm also embarrassed by it, because deep down, I know I don't have it as
together as it looks.
Admitting this means my Elmer's is showing. Confession makes me feel a little less like me,
but probably a little more like I should be.
When LuLu and I pulled into the driveway after our trek
my legs were wobbly, The Cowgirl was her usual whiny self, but my soul was
well.
Let your Elmer’s show today.
See you Thursday,
deb
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